The experience of loving someone even if life doesn’t keep us together in any way. The experience of holding them in my heart with love and compassion even if they are gone, even if they wronged me and I them, even if their behaviour hurt me and mine hurt them. The experience of loving them with my whole being and, at the same time letting them go, moving on with what life has in store for me. The experience of opening up even more, loving more, forgiving ourselves, saying yes to learning and growing. I choose that. I choose it all again and again and if I find that I lose myself in the story, I trust I will come back to this place of Being for this is where true power, energy and Life lay. And I am deeply grateful for all the hard, dreadful, full of mistakes moments I went through. Those made and make me again and again to become more aware, awake, conscious and choose intention, presence and healing over distructive patterns, disconnection and victimisation.